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  • Published: 15 September 2009
  • ISBN: 9780552775014
  • Imprint: Black Swan
  • Format: Paperback
  • Pages: 464
  • RRP: $35.00

Living In Perhaps




A darkly enticing, wryly narrated story of Middle England menace

Carol has always resented her family - her mother, endlessly knitting, her father and his obsession with next door's encroaching garden hedge, and her brother, ever silent and scheming.

So when she is invited to meet the vibrant, bohemian family next door in their messy house full of books and paintings and empty of rules, Carol soon begins a secret double life over the much-hated garden hedge. Here Carol voices her greatest fantasy and tells her first major lie...that she is adopted.

But on her 16th birthday Carol receives the shock of her life when her wish comes true. And as, years later, Carol frenetically narrates her story from a psychiatric unit, we realise how it affected her and those around her in the darkest of ways...

  • Published: 15 September 2009
  • ISBN: 9780552775014
  • Imprint: Black Swan
  • Format: Paperback
  • Pages: 464
  • RRP: $35.00

About the author

Julia Widdows

Julia Widdows was born in London and now lives in Brighton. She is an award-winning short-story writer, and has run groups using writing as a therapeutic tool. Living in Perhaps is her first novel.

Praise for Living In Perhaps

Day-dreamy Carol, the wryly funny and acerbically observant narrator, teasingly reveals her story . . . in this smart, sad and funny debut

Daily Mail

An enthralling collection of characters who quickly draw you right into their sinister world. An absolute gem, I couldn't put it down

Kate Long, author of The Bad Mother's Handbook

A dark, witty and heart breaking novel where fantasy and reality collide with devastating consequences

bettybookmark.co.uk (5 stars)